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heroicsacrifeyes) wrote2020-11-10 09:02 pm
heroicsacrifeyes) wrote2020-11-10 09:02 pmIC Imeeji mailbox
[idk if Rise can write back but MAIL TIME]
heroicsacrifeyes) wrote2020-11-10 09:02 pm
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First of all, I really miss you. I know I've said that plenty of times in Among Us and the last time we met, but I don't think I can overstate it. I miss you.
Secondly, I've owed you an explanation for the marriage thing for ages now and haven't provided one, so here we go.
You might have heard of those games where we're set loose in a spooky house or hotel or something like that and told to kill each other. And if you die, you go insane or get possessed by something like a ghost, or a memory. Lucifel and I were both subjected to the latter at times when we were vulnerable to outside influences like that, him in the first game like that and me in the second. Furthermore, the memories we were possessed by were connected - a person who was betrayed and left at the altar, and the person who did the betraying, only to decide that the only way to make things right was to marry someone else and kill them. Messed up, I know.
The result of all that was that Lucifel was left with anxieties about being abandoned by those he loves, and I with the impression that our relationship wasn't meaningful without being married. So in order to combat those feelings, we exchanged a promise to marry each other at some point in the future when it felt right, and we've been referring to it in terms of being married already because it's simpler.
The point of this weird and crazy story is that I want you to understand it's not about valuing one relationship more than the other. You would have been subjected to the same mess if you were still here at the time.
I don't like that this letter is entirely taken up by a subject like this, but I'm not much of a writer and don't know what else to talk about. This was just something I wanted to clear up.
I hope we can meet again soon.
Yours,
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day 321, sent some time after among us lol
I'm in a relationship with Lance, and with Dia as well. And I've been sleeping with several people, mainly Sashay and Nychta. In other words, I've been cheating on you, many times over, and I've been neglecting to tell you the truth despite numerous opportunities.
Obviously, you have every right to be angry with me, and you're under no obligation to forgive me for anything. But I want to tell you that I am sorry, and I still love you. I'm just a huge idiot.
I'll leave what comes next in your hands. If you want nothing more to do with me, I'll leave you alone. If you want me to cut things off with everyone else, I will. If you're willing to still hear from me, I'll write letters about my feelings for you rather than this bullshit. Anything you want.
Sorry again
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Thank you for the letter, it really meant a lot to me to get it! I miss you a lot. We just had a stupid truth game, throw something at Left during your next office party please.
I'm doing fine out here though despite such a yucky game. Alcheme took good care of me as always, as did the boys. So instead I'll tell you about how I've been learning more about cooking! I still don't like it like other people do but its not so bad to do when it makes other people really happy. If there's something you'd like for me to learn to make, let me know. Next time you're around I'll be your personal chef. And maybe when I get out of here you can visit me and everyone and we can have a meal together then too. I'd cook whatever you want, though Tsubomi would do a better job.
I sent along a few pictures as I'm sure you've noticed. I hope you like them. A few sneak shots of Peps and a few of me and the boys.
Write me back soon!
Love you,
Shuuya